Yet more weight loss talk :)

Hello everyone :),

I know I am most likely annoying everyone with this, but I am still doing this diet, and I am happy to announce some days ago my weight was below 90 kilos and it stayed this way. And even though I hardly believe the weight the balance showed this morning (86.3 kilos) was right, I am still happy.

I wanted to write more about the diet, without advertising it.

- There are many different types of meals. For example, if you eat several pieces of the same fruit (up to approximately five when they have a certain size ...), you have to do two hours of a pause afterwards. If you eat various types of fruits at once, or if you eat something like yoghurt (PURE!) or drink milk (PURE!), there are two hours pause afterwards. Then there are alkaline meals (I think they have a pause of two hours afterwards, too, but I am not sure here), and concentrated (?) meals (three hours pause afterwards). And there are soups; some of them having only one pause afterwards. :)

- Besides the pauses, there are some things one has to notice. For example, when you want to eat bread with cheese, you have to pay attention that the cheese has at least 50% fat. If you want to eat carbs with mayonnaise, the mayonnaise has to have at least 80% fat. And the beat goes on. Funny though, it really works. ^^

- There is one absolutely fat-free day every week. It is called "Entlastungstag" in German, so ... "Relief day"?

- Ah yes, and with some meals, you have to eat some salad along with it. For example concentrated meals, but I think you also have to do so with alkaline meals. You also have to eat salad along with potato salad :). Because this counts as a concentrated meal as far as I know.

- There are many recipes for sweet stuff in the various books and thin booklets we have of this diet, but you have to plan those sweet meals very well :).

- Last but not least, if you drink tea or water, you can drink as much as you like from it (I think the only exception is black tea). Since I love tea, this is really a great thing ^o^ ... And I sometimes drink orange juice mixed with water, too. But not too much; I remember gaining weight from orange juice as it is :(. I actually wonder why, since it didn*t have any sugar added - it was 100% orange juice and nothing else. Probably it is the concentration? O__O

Okay. That*s all I can think of right now. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS, please don*t hesitate to ask :).

((On another note : I will try to work on more interpretations for the Arabic parts. I just found a book on this subject, but haven*t been able to buy it until now :( ... I hope I will be able to do so soon!!))

To-do-list for the upcoming week :)

* Buy hair dye (I finally found some product to dye my hair with ^^)
* Practice the guitar
* Read at least until chapter 19 of "Effi Briest" (I am currently reading the sixth or seventh chapter ... Dunno .___.! -- But luckily the chapters aren*t that long!)
* Try to find some books on music therapy on a certain homepage
* Write down what happened in the 15th chapter of "Effi Briest", and judge the niceness of the characters throughout the first 19 chapters .___.
* Write some more interpretations (astrology-wise)
* Weigh myself (I don*t feel like I lost weight today :( ...)
* Sing!
* Continue taking the medication I got from the doctor
* Continue watching the second season of Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon :D
(...)

I guess that*s that for now.

Maybe I am just bored ... "^^" Guess that this was the reason for this post ... Guess I will either continue reading "Effi Briest" now, orrr I will continue watching Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon XD ... Mmh. Do you really need to know my decision? ^_^ (I guess I will do both in a certain way :D!)


** Current Music : * Siouxsie And The Banshees *-* Spellbound * **

At first it was a dream but now it*s a nightmare.

I just got up. As some of you may guess from the tag, I didn*t have such a nice night full of sleep and whatnot. I had to think about various things beforehand, and I couldn*t control myself (How fitting : I am listening to "She*s Lost Control" by Joy Division right now ...). When I finally was able to sleep, I finally felt a certain feeling I know from various nights in the past.

However, I kept calm and decided to wake myself up. It was the same as always, concerning being moved around, and my hands/arms moving quickly infront of my eyes. When I woke up, I finally felt the source. The rest isn*t there to be told, but just leave it to : "It stopped after awhile."

Besides this, I dreamed that Meian* talked to me in Japanese, and I didn*t get all the words, so I was pretty annoyed. I then talked back to her in French. Yeah. (And once again, fitting, since "Libertine" by Mylène Farmer started being played in the moment I wrote the word "FRENCH" XDD.) I don*t remember the rest ...

I want to know some things now. (In the sense of "astrology" ^^ ...) Maybe I will write something about it. By this I mean, aspects to the single house cusps :D.

Also, today starts the losing-weight mission. ^o^ We want to eat potato soup today :). Maybe I will also let FitForFun calculate a sports plan for me :D. The web site is great, and so is the magazine *thumbs up*! ^.^

And that was that for now.

Yayness~!! :D

I finally sent the letter/package to a certain person, whom I promised two of my cds. It was because I found her ad on WishUponAHero :). Now I just have to wait for her to receive it ^^.

Today, we bought some magazines about good food and sports. I cannot wait to start, and I will most likely do some sports today anyways ^o~ ... What made me cheer was a report about eight of the hottest sauces in the world. The hottest, according to the magazine, was "Da' Bomb Final Answer" - quite interesting. My mum* said she knew one of the sauces they talked about, but it was only on the 4th or 5th place *grin*. I don*t see much sense in eating stuff with hot sauces, even though sometimes it*s fun :D. But one of those? Mmh. Maybe not XD.

I wanted to say that I will start losing weight tomorrow. (Yeah, REALLY!) We bought some fruits, as well as tomatoes. And tomorrow we*ll eat some soup (potato soup, I think?). I will start drinking more tea again, and I cannot wait for the sport to start ;D! Even though I hated sports when I was younger than today, I love doing them. Especially when I want to get out of boredom and such. Maybe it is also because I stopped smoking and so on, which led to at least a healthier life in this way. However, my food has to be a lot more healthy, and I am glad I will be able to start losing weight again and so on. Also, when you eat e. g. fresh fruits or vegetables, you immediately feel the power which is inside of them :). [HUBBA HUBBA ZOOT ZOOT!! XDD~ (Sorry, I just had to write that now ...)]

As for next week, I hope I will be able to stick to the plan ...

Mh ... Ah yes, for the Germans out there : Check out Winfried Noé*s homepage (noeastro.de). Even though the horoscopes aren*t calculated for radix horoscopes it is a good site ... I like my horoscope interpretations based on my sun sign, really :). Fun fact : My horoscope for today read that I will enjoy today, and that I shouldn*t waste my day with unnecessary house work. After the shopping today (I just came back from grocery shopping when I read this XD) I should relax, spend time with my family, or I should do something for personal interests that usually get a bit overlooked. But also, it read that I could do sports :D. I really was cheerful when I read this.

I will do some girly stuff now ... Who would*ve thought this of me XDD?!

How long, how long will I slide?

Did I ever mention I love the video for "Otherside" by the Red Hot Chili Peppers? :) Ah well. I do :D.

I don*t feel good right now. Reason is I have to go to the doctor today :( ... DO NOT WANT!

I had a dream I don*t remember much of. And I don*t want to remember it either. So I won*t write it down, haha (Why am I writing *THIS* down then?) ...

Once again, it needs to be said that I miss certain people -____-.

Maybe I will do some interpretations again today. But ... Okay. Let*s go~ .___.!

Part Of Individuality in Scorpio in the 9th house

This is for somebody who asked me for an interpretation of the above :). I hope I could help you with it.

At first, what makes you unique is the combination of the aura you create around yourself, and your deep spirituality, philosophy, or both. The Point Of Individuality in Scorpio suggests you appear somewhat mysterious to others, so that they might not know how to handle you. You might show interest in things like life and death, the occult, the paranormal, and so on. You also love traveling :D. You are open-minded, so people really have no reason to stay away from you. ^^

Have a nice day~!

Nicht um zu schockieren ...

I am kind of happy. My Part of Fascination (Aquarius in the 5th house) trines the sun of a person I am seriously fascinated by :D, and my Part of Individuality is in Aquarius in the 5th house, too. Even squares seem to play an important role; I remember my fascination for people born at the beginning of the sign Scorpio, for example. Or Taurus ... Or Leo (okay, opposition, but still ...). However, there hasn*t been any fascination for somebody else that grew as important as the current one ... Also, since it is in the 5th house, I guess it means that I am fascinated by artists, and by individualists, since it is in Aquarius. Just a guess :D. At least I can say most people that seriously fascinate me are artists, and very unique people.

The Part of Individuality ... Maybe the point that describes something like self-expression or so. Or what makes me unique?! Or ... maybe something like the "true self"?? Oô ANYWAYS, I can say so much : I have no planet in the 5th house, BUT I am a person who appreciates being creative, and who likes to make things - write songs, draw, paint, design clothes, write poems, ... I see art as some kind of expression of what is going on inside of me, but maybe also as a response to what happens "outside". As the 5th house deals with creativity, maybe this is the thing that makes me unique. I pay attention to whether a piece of art reminds of another one, because I don*t want to steal from other people ... Also, I am much of a person who doesn*t like people who are not being themselves. Or let*s put it positively : I like people who are being themselves :). (Aquarius?)

I would like to do some calculations for other people if I may ... Most likely those two parts, since I can compare the meanings to the ones I tried to describe above. AHEM. But only if you want to ... ;D

Just some short notes ...

- Part of Fascination : Maybe has some important role in synastry. However, it might also symbolize what fascinates someone in general ... (Everything creative & Originality in my case.)

- Part of Individuality : Not quite sure as to what it means ... =o= However, it might symbolize one*s individuality, one*s uniqueness. Maybe the question is : What makes you unique?

I am gone now. Need to get dressed for the appointment today ...

Wirst du mir vergeben, wenn ich dich anrege?

Good evening!

I am back from my first day at school this week. We got back our geography tests, and guess what my result was ... I couldn*t believe it myself *cause it was *rataplan* 13 points (A-). That*s 13 more than I expected *grin*. Okay, I didn*t think I*d get 0 points, but I also didn*t expect 13, so ... Mmmh.

I wonder, however, what subject I should choose as my 3rd subject (since I am doing English, German, and math in my final exams) ... Sociology? Geography? I don*t know. ;_-_; I wonder what I will get in P. E., too. I guess it won*t be that good. :( But I hope it will be better than 5 points (D). Or at least better than 4 ... As for the other subjects ... No problem so far.

However, I feel sorry for everybody who didn*t get grades that were as good as mine, which now sounds a bit arrogant, but actually, I wish I wouldn*t be THAT good. (I still sound arrogant ... Ah well. Cannot change this :P.) I know that I should continue working hard for my test, and maybe this time, I should start learning earlier ... Not on the last day, that is.

Or else, I wish everybody was this good. Everybody deserves a chance in my holy opinion, and since I know what some of those people want to do after they leave school, I of course hope they will reach their aims and such. REALLY.

Besides that, I have got an appointment tomorrow. With one of my doctors :). I need to write some e*mails, too. I just don*t feel at all like wanting to read those that need to be answered right now. Hm.

As for the interpretations ... I have been doing some research work on a certain Arabic Part, haha. Won*t tell you which one, since it is kind of embarrassing XD. I am just nosy and enthusiastic about Arabic Parts. :D As for some parts, I don*t even want to know them, but as for the rest ... It*s kind of interesting.

~ Rina

Do what you want ...

Hello everybody :D!

I didn*t do much today ... Except for eating da cake, man!! XDD Oh well. It was so tasty ... Plum cake ^o^.

Okay, what did I want to write about? I cannot stand the idea of a new week starting tomorrow. -_- However, I am strong, and I know I can do it ... Tschakka (or something XDD)!!

I will maybe post some tutorials in the near future :D. Such as, astrology and numerology related ... Probably even tarot. Just because I find it quite sad that there aren*t many tutorials about this on the intarwebz ;D.

Okay, now I am off to do something else *ahem* ... (Rina *hearts* Eurodance music! ^o^)

(And I guess I will write much more about my goal to lose weight this year ... Hooray for the confusingness!! I don*t care ...)

~ A pretty confused, but still true-to-herself version of Rina

Progressions and such.

Last night I dreamed something involving Közi, but I don*t remember much/anything (!) about it, so no dream interpretation now or anything ... Hm. What a pity ;D.

I wrote an entry in my LJ a few minutes ago, and it dealed with me not really wanting to start doing transit horoscopes and such, and now I find myself searching for hints as to what certain progression aspects mean. As in, aspects from my radix planets to the transit ones. Or whatever you call it (^^). See, my English should really get at least a little better *ahem*.

I also am interested in what the single Arabic Points mean. The entry I told you about is pretty long and deals with this subject. I don*t know whether I should copy it, but I feel like I want to know more about what the certain points mean in their signs and so on, but I cannot find any interpretations - except for the Part of Fortune. Meaning I might post a lot more about what I think it might mean in the certain signs and so on ... Maybe I should start today, but I don*t know ...

Moon has recently entered the 11th house of my natal chart ;). I guessed that it meant that friends play a certain important role right now. I am thinking a lot about friends of mine, not only in connection to my move, but also friends I sort of left behind. I don*t know whether it will get any "worse", but it*s sort of interesting to know this ...

... And I mean it!

This time I won*t stop writing the entry :). I send out greetings to everybody who stumbled over this place. ^^

I am happy, for I found the option to draw all aspect lines between two horoscopes with many different planets (as in, synastry). Now the asteroids made me sort of nosy for what it means when e. g. Ceres trines Ceres in another horoscope. Guess I will have to figure this out on my own, which isn*t that bad actually or something. I love astrology :D.

What sort of made me feel strange recently is that one couple I know/used to know sort of matched perfectly well with each other. There were hardly any aspects like oppositions or squares, and I guess many astrologers would say : "Ha! They are like made for each other!!" Well, dear, you are entirely wrong. I don*t want to say too much about it, but, believe me, they weren*t ... One of them was very brutal towards the other, and beat them up and whatnot. Because of this I have been asking myself whether a connection can be "too good", so that the "bad aspects" weigh too much in the end?? And I guess I really have to change my point of view towards those "bad aspects", as they can also mean challenges ... And maybe also what keeps couples together.

Fun fact : I read an interpretation of a partner horoscope for my ex-bf and myself, and it was pretty accurate. O__O Strange, isn*t it??

It is great to teach something like this to yourself, though. I hope I will find more info about the asteroids soon, though ;D. (And I finally found out why that aspect-interpretation didn*t include "Ceres trine Ceres"-aspects ... It was for individual horoscopes. As in, not partner ones ... And it took me about 24 hours to realize this!! Oô (So much for the quick-wittedness :P!))

Astrology :)

I have started studying astrology about 11 to 12 years ago. Actually it resulted in me getting more self-confidence, but also in me reflecting about what I am like, and what is true about the words I read in the natal chart interpretations that I made for myself. And this really is a good thing, since you hardly ever realize how great or stupid the things might be that you are doing.

I love working with astrology, even though I have been a little absent from practicing it recently. However, there are certain things I*d like to learn more about, such as TRAVELING, or MORE SYNASTRY, or TRANSIT HOROSCOPES ... And, of course, more about the single planets and especially asteroids :). Oh, and hypothetical (?) planets ^^.

So here are some placements of planets in my birthchart :D :

- Asc. in Virgo; MC in Gemini
- Sun in Taurus in 9th house
- Moon in Taurus in 9th house
- Mercury in Aries in 8th house
- Venus in Taurus in 8th house
- Mars in Scorpio in 3rd house
- Jupiter in Capricorn in 4th house
- Saturn in Scorpio in 3rd house
- Uranus in Sagittarius in 4th house
- Neptune in Capricorn in 4th house
- Pluto in Scorpio in 2nd house
- North Node in Gemini in 9th house
- Chiron in Gemini in 9th house
- Lilith in Pisces in 7th house
- Pars Fortunae (?) in Libra in 1st house
- Vertex in Aquarius in 6th house
- Ceres in Aries in 8th house
- Pallas in Pisces in 6th house
- Juno in Gemini in 10th house
- Vesta in Cancer in 10th house
- Pholus in Aries in 8th house

I guess I will write more about this later :). Need to get dressed now and everything *nods*.

"Gehabt euch wohl!!" :D