Sonntag, 4. Oktober 2009

101/1001

Some of you might know what the title stands for. Basically, it is for doing 101 things in 1001 days, as in working on goals you have set for your life :). I have posted this list somewhere else already, and am also already working on the goals. I started on 9 August 2009, and the date it will be finished is 6 May 2012 :). I hope I will be able to post my progress every now and then.

And then again, I have other news for you ...

oo1) Practice playing the guitar every day for a month (0/31)
oo2) Get better at singing via taking classes, watching instruction videos, etc.
oo3) Do karaoke in a karaoke bar :)
oo4) Make a set of hairfalls
oo5) Goth up my wardrobe (aka get more gothic clothes)
oo6) Sew a piece of clothing
oo7) Get my left tragus pierced
oo8) Join a choir/band/etc. or start my own
oo9) Pass my Abitur with a good grade
o1o) Play/sing at a concert
o11) Make a natal chart and a natal chart interpretation for somebody else
o12) Get photos done of me wearing my favourite shoes and sexy clothes
o13) Cosplay
014) Reach at least 60kg
o15) Travel to either Finland or Japan ... Or both :D!
o16) Find my numerology book again, or buy a new one
o17) Start making interpretations for others concerning numerology
o18) Make at least one album for VV, as well as shrRî.ngAra karanA bleu
o19) Get the Cross Of Atlantis tattooed
o2o) Finish creating my own tarot deck (3/78)
o21) Write a biography about me to make others know more about me
o22) Learn the parapara moves to one song by Psycho le Cému, or to "Night Of Fire" by Hinoi Team and Korikki
o23) Learn how to read music FAST
o24) Tab a song of my choice
o25) Learn to love me again
o26) Learn to be more open around other people
o27) Get a super cool Közi/Kö-drück sign for my door :D
o28) Move out into my own flat
o29) Make a piece of furniture myself, or decorate them gothy (What is wrong with me that I want everything to be this way?!)
o3o) Make one ADIML
o31) Accept the fact I cannot change the past
o32) Meet up with some of my LJ friends
o33) Read 50 books (currently : 2/50)
o34) Continue learning Japanese
o35) Continue learning Finnish
o36) Start! learning! Bislama!
o37) Go to a music festival
o38) Participate in the Indaba project
o39) Write a travel guide-like text with tips, ideas, opinions, and so on
o4o) Start writing stories again
o41) Write a fanfiction on an anime series of my choice for a person of my choice
o42) Start with DOPA365
o43) Finish the DOPA365 list
o44) Buy at least one microphone
o45) Watch 20 movies that are new to me (1/20)
o46) Go to at least ONE concert
o47) Find a way to earn money and have fun at the same time
o48) Learn how to use make-up properly
o49) Go vegan for one month (0/31)
o5o) Write a novel in one month (doesn*t need to be November) (0/31)
o51) Learn how to draw in manga style properly
o52) Watch the remaining episodes of BSSM (at least of the 2nd season) (65/88 or 89)
o53) Continue reading Nana
o54) Try not to avoid conflict anymore, and be true to myself
o55) Draw ten more portraits (0/10)
o56) Encourage others to follow their dreams
o57) Start translating something from Japanese to English/German
o58) Do something for charity
o59) Learn how to walk on high heels
o6o) Make 15 new icons for my LJ (0/15)
o61) Finally have some snapdragons that survive ;___;
o62) Be open towards the people I care for concerning my disease
o63) Get everything I need for a stereo equipment, and build it up
o64) Interprete a really "strange" dream for a friend
o65) Download all the nack Közi videos and watch them one after another ♥
o66) Get a new rosary to wear everyday (used to have a turquoise one, but now it*s broken)
o67) Learn how to tell people mean things in Latin
o68) Cook 20 meals that I have never cooked before for others (0/20)
o69) Dare to be verrry experimental concerning my own music (as in, try all the genres I really care about :D)
o7o) Get 10 more cds (original of course!) (0/10)
o71) Write lyrics in French, Spanish, Finnish, and Japanese
o72) Write down what I like specifically in 10 songs of my choice, and try to get those things into my own ones without copying (0/10)
o73) Learn more about 3 religions of my choice (0/3)
o74) Get a bike to survive the traffic in the city, and ride it whenever I waaant tooo riiide myyy biiicycle
o75) Add new texts to the esoteric section on my homepage
o76) Get to know 3 more fine artists who are into surrealism (0/3)
o77) Create my own board game
o78) Dance every day for two weeks (0/14)
o79) Learn how to use a sewing machine
o8o) Take photos of everything making me happy
o81) Take photos during my next holiday
o82) Get to know my friends and family more than before
o83) Make collages that represent who I am, what I like, etc.
o84) Do something active for nature
o85) Get some jewellery with a deeper meaning to me
o86) Write a letter to myself monthly that has to be finished by the end of the challenge so that I can read it (I forgot to write in August, but I did September already :) ...)
o87) Allow myself to show my feelings, no matter what others think about it
o88) (Ask others to?) Take pictures of myself "before" and "after" my weight loss journey -- okay, the before needs to be taken as soon as possible
o89) Learn how to play five songs on the guitar (0/5)
o9o) Get my musical keyboard repaired
o91) Get my guitar repaired
o92) Demonstrate against something that seriously pisses me off
o93) Participate in an RPG :D
o94) Prove once again I am childish and create a j-rock comic
o95) Find fun ways to work out
o96) Learn all the words of the lyrics of 8 songs of my choice :) (0/8)
o97) Paint some walls turquoise (preferably in my future flat)
o98) Make myself a necklace with a certain symbol I wouldn*t find anywhere anyways
o99) Draw pictures of animals
1oo) Finally overcome my fear of escalators
1o1) Make a new list when these 1oo1 days are over~


The other news are : There are two more blogs I created recently.

One is for Esoteric in general, while the other is for writing about one of my favourite topics : MUSIC. In all its variations :).

Have a nice day!

Samstag, 26. September 2009

Hair cut #1 (partly stolen from my LJ)

"Looked deeply in her eyes; so delicate ... (Quite unlike her smile!)

Pic #1 : Before.
Pic #2 : Before.
Pic #3 : The weapon.
Pic #4 : After.
Pic #5 : After.

Other plans for the upcoming weeks :

~ Straighten all my hair
~ Crimp single streaks of my hair
~ Bleach it
~ Dye it blueish turquoise
~ Cut the bangs into an asymmetric cut

:) Now you also know what I look like ... Okay, you might have known it before because of my profile picture but anyways ... :D

Freitag, 25. September 2009

And yet more of a difference.

Yo! (Ain*t I cool? - NOOO!!)

I now only use the balance weekly, which is the best thing that might have happened to me lately. The weight this morning was 84.8 kilos (I gained 100g in comparison to last week*s Friday). I am still satisfied with it, though; at least I didn*t gain much more.

This week was the week of sweets - somehow. And bread. Which I actually only should eat twice a week. :( So, not paying attention to this, I ate a lot, but I kept the pauses, which might have been my rescue. And I didn*t eat the "Snickers" I was offered this week, because of that animal testing story that Mars was/is involved in. I wouldn*t support these morons, NEVER AGAIN.

*blah* But, well, today we will have Physical Education, so -- YAY~!! Ping pong!! ^.^ I think it is much fun. I hope I will be able to write a post in the other two blogs soon. I am looking forward to writing the articles :). Yesyesyes!

Oh, and BTW, I am working on a new piece of art~! ^.^

Donnerstag, 24. September 2009

Some ... Ch-ch-ch-changes!

First of all, please let me draw your attention to a thing I have seen in another blog. The story behind it that the composer saw a picture of various birds on five wires, and put notes everywhere the birds sat, so that it became a melody :). The video can be found here.

Besides that, I just have the feeling I get back into blogging mood recently. It makes me happy there are blogs on so many different things, and you can read about them and get to know new things and whatnot. I guess mine is sort of "mixed", which might be a good thing, but maybemaybeMAYBE I should at least create new ones for other purposes, so that these things can be overviewed easily.

Maybe I will create a zine, too. It has been one of my dreams for quite a while now :P ... I also already know what to write about ... Okay, I actually have two things that might be interesting ... (To represent the Esotante of doom, and something related to music. Maybe I will ask for some help, though ... I don*t know yet :D.)

But, yeah, I am planning to upload a whole lot more. Hopefully I can live up to my dreams! GANBATTE!! ^^

Samstag, 18. Juli 2009

Yet more weight loss talk :)

Hello everyone :),

I know I am most likely annoying everyone with this, but I am still doing this diet, and I am happy to announce some days ago my weight was below 90 kilos and it stayed this way. And even though I hardly believe the weight the balance showed this morning (86.3 kilos) was right, I am still happy.

I wanted to write more about the diet, without advertising it.

- There are many different types of meals. For example, if you eat several pieces of the same fruit (up to approximately five when they have a certain size ...), you have to do two hours of a pause afterwards. If you eat various types of fruits at once, or if you eat something like yoghurt (PURE!) or drink milk (PURE!), there are two hours pause afterwards. Then there are alkaline meals (I think they have a pause of two hours afterwards, too, but I am not sure here), and concentrated (?) meals (three hours pause afterwards). And there are soups; some of them having only one pause afterwards. :)

- Besides the pauses, there are some things one has to notice. For example, when you want to eat bread with cheese, you have to pay attention that the cheese has at least 50% fat. If you want to eat carbs with mayonnaise, the mayonnaise has to have at least 80% fat. And the beat goes on. Funny though, it really works. ^^

- There is one absolutely fat-free day every week. It is called "Entlastungstag" in German, so ... "Relief day"?

- Ah yes, and with some meals, you have to eat some salad along with it. For example concentrated meals, but I think you also have to do so with alkaline meals. You also have to eat salad along with potato salad :). Because this counts as a concentrated meal as far as I know.

- There are many recipes for sweet stuff in the various books and thin booklets we have of this diet, but you have to plan those sweet meals very well :).

- Last but not least, if you drink tea or water, you can drink as much as you like from it (I think the only exception is black tea). Since I love tea, this is really a great thing ^o^ ... And I sometimes drink orange juice mixed with water, too. But not too much; I remember gaining weight from orange juice as it is :(. I actually wonder why, since it didn*t have any sugar added - it was 100% orange juice and nothing else. Probably it is the concentration? O__O

Okay. That*s all I can think of right now. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS, please don*t hesitate to ask :).

((On another note : I will try to work on more interpretations for the Arabic parts. I just found a book on this subject, but haven*t been able to buy it until now :( ... I hope I will be able to do so soon!!))

Sonntag, 17. Mai 2009

94.4 kg :)

... is my new weight :). I actually started at 99.1 kilos several days ago, meaning I almost lost 5 kilos. This time, I will treat my current weight as if there was a difference of five kilos *yay~!* ^^. Meaning, I have to think of something I want to do to myself. Something good :) ... Who knows what it will be? I don*t yet :D.

Freitag, 15. Mai 2009

Another weight loss entry :)

Abusing the balance this morning made me get the result "95.5 kg" :). I am really, really happy. Remember my start weight? That*s the point :D.

And my granny* didn*t notice that. But do I care? This time I won*t ... (She often makes strange remarks about my body, and I should be used to it by now.) I remember the last time I did care about that I stopped the entire diet; this time I will continue doing so.

Once again she talked to my mum* about my disease. I ... cannot say how much I hate that. "It is all her father's fault that she turned out to be ill!" and whatnot. =o= First of all, I AM NOT ILL. Even people sharing this fate have told me I am not. Secondly, why should it be my father's fault?! When I was diagnosed with schizophrenic psychosis I hadn*t seen him for quite awhile.

... But should I go around and tell everyone "whose fault" it is? Guess! It is entirely mine ... Solely mine. I said I was like that because I wanted to shelter another person. Who wouldn*t do that?! And in the end, it all turned out to be very real what I went through, and this is probably the worst thing of it all ...