Band dream Oô

I dreamed last night (once again) that I was in a band. We had only one song written, even though I asked the other members to write some music, too (the song was my own composition). I also wanted to cover "Enjoy The Silence". I was the singer this time, and I think I played the guitar as well. We practiced the song, but I don*t remember much about the rehearsals; then was a talent show or something which I don*t remember playing at, either. Anyways, I think we then had a pause, because I was watching TV (I don*t know whether I was watching with the others or alone), and the TV show host talked about the talent show, and wanted his audience to sort of tell him which band they thought best of ... Our song name was "Revolution", and we were the second band on stage that evening (out of five or so?). Anyways, the audience had to clap. I thought they would seriously freak out because of the band that was first, but they clapped moderately. As they then heard the song name "Revolution", they clapped louder, and longer. Maybe some of them even stood up? It was funny because the TV host had to mention the band*s names, not the song names. Anyhow, I was sort of confused because I didn*t know whether we were really meant by this. The third band had great applause, too, but still a little less than us. (BTW, as they heard the "Re" of "Revolution", they already started clapping Oô ...) As for the next two, I guess they weren*t that good, at least if the audience had to choose this. Mh. I was pretty amazed, too ...

My relationship to the rest of the band was somewhat ... strange, though. There was some young woman who I often argued with ... :( And the rest was just guys I don*t remember :P.

(But, goth, I*d so love to be in a real band ... With band members I*d get along with ... *sigh*)


** Current Music : * Red Hot Chili Peppers *-* Otherside * **

Doriimu!! Oô

Strange doriimu I had last night Oô :

Last night I had a strange dream that I only remember some scenes of. One of them I bent down, my back being naked. My German teacher, Mr H*, ate one of my anti-psychotics (Seroquel), and spat it out onto my back. It looked like a citron then Oô. But it was parted in the middle.

Then I also dreamed that Közi released a new DVD. Don*t remember much about it, but I was happy :).

I looked up some of the symbols of the first dream, since it was somewhat strange ... I didn*t talk to my German teacher much, and I certainly didn*t spit anything, nor did I think about it, and I don*t know where the citron comes from either.

Mh. So the citron stands for anger, deception, and so on. My German teacher really was a bit pissed off because I didn*t do my homework *lalalaaa* ... XD Maybe it also stands for my own anger and deception. This would also explain why it was parted in the middle : I didn*t feel angry recently, even though some people might if they were in my situation. I also remember I once spat my medication out; it*s just coming back to my mind but that was several years ago. :(

Spitting something out, as one of my former friends once told me, might mean that I don*t see any sense in this. Maybe Mr H* thinks the same thing?? Oô And, oh, the back ... Since I literally SAW it (like I was standing on my right), this is a plus, because if a back plays a special role in the dream, it means "Get to know your more intimate points of your personality!" Because I saw it this means that I might have found them (recently).

Deutung.com also says that being spat on means success and luck (who wouldn*t have thought this now :P?!) ... I hope so :). Aaand ... Being naked means "wanting to be recognized for the real self". Which is sort of true ... I want others to like me the way I am. Because I often find people telling me that I should change my character traits ... I know some of them point to a mental illness, but on the other hand ... It*s still me. Why should I change this?! Who would be worth this change?! ONLY ME!! And as long as I feel good with myself, I don*t want to change anything ...

I don*t know; this is a lot of information, but if anyone happens to google all the words because they had EXACTLY the same dream, well, here you*ll find your information!!

... ?! Oô

I just woke up and I am trying to recall my dreams.

The first one I had was about a short class trip with the class I was in as a teenager. We were inside a train, and I was looking for an ideal place. I could see my reflection in the windows so I guess the train drove through a tunnel. I thought that I should get a place where I could see the train stations perfectly, so I seated myself opposite a window.

After awhile, the train left the tunnel, and I saw a group of women standing outside infront of the next tunnel, including my mum*. She made gestures saying "Get out of the train!" Then all my class mates and I had to leave the train. They were somewhat disappointed.

Now on to another dream :

I was with J* (a friend of mine), and we wanted to write down Közi*s lyrics. She wanted to ask her teacher (or was it our teacher in this dream?!) whether she got the lyrics right, and sent an e*mail to her and me mentioning all the quotes she got. One song was about fruits Oô. It sounded like "Crimson Star" a bit, but it went like :

"Sweet fruit, shiny fruit, smelly fruit, ..." and so on. XDD I don*t remember the other ones.

Ah yes, one was about cheating. I think it must have been "Crimson Star", too, because of the way it went.

I don*t remember the rest. Mh ...

Anyways, have a good day everybody!!

At first it was a dream but now it*s a nightmare.

I just got up. As some of you may guess from the tag, I didn*t have such a nice night full of sleep and whatnot. I had to think about various things beforehand, and I couldn*t control myself (How fitting : I am listening to "She*s Lost Control" by Joy Division right now ...). When I finally was able to sleep, I finally felt a certain feeling I know from various nights in the past.

However, I kept calm and decided to wake myself up. It was the same as always, concerning being moved around, and my hands/arms moving quickly infront of my eyes. When I woke up, I finally felt the source. The rest isn*t there to be told, but just leave it to : "It stopped after awhile."

Besides this, I dreamed that Meian* talked to me in Japanese, and I didn*t get all the words, so I was pretty annoyed. I then talked back to her in French. Yeah. (And once again, fitting, since "Libertine" by Mylène Farmer started being played in the moment I wrote the word "FRENCH" XDD.) I don*t remember the rest ...

I want to know some things now. (In the sense of "astrology" ^^ ...) Maybe I will write something about it. By this I mean, aspects to the single house cusps :D.

Also, today starts the losing-weight mission. ^o^ We want to eat potato soup today :). Maybe I will also let FitForFun calculate a sports plan for me :D. The web site is great, and so is the magazine *thumbs up*! ^.^

And that was that for now.

How long, how long will I slide?

Did I ever mention I love the video for "Otherside" by the Red Hot Chili Peppers? :) Ah well. I do :D.

I don*t feel good right now. Reason is I have to go to the doctor today :( ... DO NOT WANT!

I had a dream I don*t remember much of. And I don*t want to remember it either. So I won*t write it down, haha (Why am I writing *THIS* down then?) ...

Once again, it needs to be said that I miss certain people -____-.

Maybe I will do some interpretations again today. But ... Okay. Let*s go~ .___.!

Midwinternight*s dreams ...

I don*t know how those sequences were connected to each other, so my report might not cover the entire dream ... ANYWAYS :

In this dream I was in Japan. I think we saw a poster and some show on TV - both featuring Közi. As in, he was on the poster (it was a Közi poster ONLY), and he was on the TV show, too. We were invited by the owner of the poster I think, and one former friend of mine was there, too. She told the hosts that the meal wasn*t delicious and whatnot; I felt so ashamed (and I even thought there was no reason to say this, since the meal WAS good!). My mum* and Meian* were there as well, I think.
Then there was a sequence in which I talked to my mum* about Közi. She said he has got beautiful eyes (which he does!).
Then I don*t remember anything about it, but a friend of mine posted a comment on an LJ entry or something that I wrote, including pictures and some text, but it didn*t feature Közi at all. I was somewhat disappointed. Mh.
I also remember there were some guys about 12 or 13 years old, that attacked Meian*, and I ran up to them, fought them and yelled at them.
The next thing I remember is that we had a P. E. lesson with our former German/history teacher at this school. We had to do a hurdle race, and I was wearing a long skirt and had no clothes to change. However, I took out a DVD (or VHS) and watched it on TV ... It was the TV show I told you about earlier. Some of my classmates (I don*t remember who in particular) watched the show with Meian* and me. Our teacher was behind us all the time, and later I thought : "Ahh, you watched enough! Now go get the hurdles!!" So I went to fetch them. However, it weren*t normal hurdles; they were boxes. I guess one of my classmates whom I don*t remember as well was really angry with me, since she took three or four boxes at once, and left only one for me to carry.

And that was that. Oô

Some dreams I had last night.

I don*t feel very well, due to the fact I had a strange dream. But one thing after another :

- Sequence #1 : Meian* asked me why Jesus was so famous. I explained to her everything I know, and she listened. Nothing thrilling happened here, except for the fact I was always searching for the right words to express what I thought.

- Sequence #2 : We were in a bus (AGAIN!). By "we", I mean Meian*, my mum*, and me. Meian* and I took the seat that is in the front, the first one, on the right. My mum*, however, decided to stand on the staircase that leads into the bus (in front of our seat). We talked about something I don*t remember, and we somehow knew that at one moment, the bus will have to drive down a very steep street. However, it didn*t happen this time ... The fact we "knew" about that is just that I remember so many dreams of mine inside a bus where this happened ... And I always was scared of this moment.

- Sequence #3 : I flirted with some guy who worked at a fast food restaurant or something like this. He also flirted back and whatnot, but then I felt sad because it came to my mind that I wasn*t alone.

BESIDES THOSE DREAMS, I have probably found the ideal career for me :D. I will maybe write more about this later, since I have to get going and go grocery shopping now. Do not want XD. Ah, but I have to ...

Progressions and such.

Last night I dreamed something involving Közi, but I don*t remember much/anything (!) about it, so no dream interpretation now or anything ... Hm. What a pity ;D.

I wrote an entry in my LJ a few minutes ago, and it dealed with me not really wanting to start doing transit horoscopes and such, and now I find myself searching for hints as to what certain progression aspects mean. As in, aspects from my radix planets to the transit ones. Or whatever you call it (^^). See, my English should really get at least a little better *ahem*.

I also am interested in what the single Arabic Points mean. The entry I told you about is pretty long and deals with this subject. I don*t know whether I should copy it, but I feel like I want to know more about what the certain points mean in their signs and so on, but I cannot find any interpretations - except for the Part of Fortune. Meaning I might post a lot more about what I think it might mean in the certain signs and so on ... Maybe I should start today, but I don*t know ...

Moon has recently entered the 11th house of my natal chart ;). I guessed that it meant that friends play a certain important role right now. I am thinking a lot about friends of mine, not only in connection to my move, but also friends I sort of left behind. I don*t know whether it will get any "worse", but it*s sort of interesting to know this ...